Here we go again...

OMG, I have been reading my last few posts and I have been horrible!!! lol The mind plays such wicked games, so, there must be a fat ass in there fighting against a healthy, trimmed person. I WANT to do the right things to meet my goals, yet I don't follow through... PISSES THE SHIT OUTTA ME!!!

The good thing is that everyday, every meal is a new beginning...so I just start again. I will begin to blog again!!! I have already started to walk on a daily basis, so that is the part that I am doing well on!!! Something is better than nothing!!!

March is going to be a VERY, VERY GOOD MONTH!!!

sea ya!!

Time Management

Why am I so busy all the time? I have no little kids, except for my mom, so you would think that I would have alot of time to do things, but I don't. I was able to do exercise only once during the weekdays and that is not enough.

Even though Herman is always starving when I get home, I need to get him used to just walking when I first get home. Once I am inside cooking and cleaning, I lose interest in walking, because I think I have too much to do.

I have to make changes and I must do them now,. It is so important to be on an exercise routine. Let's see how I can make changes for next week. I would love to wrap up the month with a five pound loss.

I know I haven't posted any weigh ins and that is because nothing has really happened. Once I get my exercise routine in tact, I will begin the weekly weigh ins!!

Sea ya!!

Weekend Update

It was a fun weekend, but it was a hard weekend lol Alot of socializing, so food and drinks were a problem. I didn't do too bad on the food, but I did have a few drinks, and they were good drinks lol

I will be walking every evening this week. Exercising always helps in the eating department. I have to make it a point to get out of work on time, so that I can put in an hour walk!!

If I plan and prepare, this should be a good week. Gotta make it happen.

Sea ya!

ANOTHER New Beginning !

One good thing about life is that every moment can be a new beginning...unless you are dead lol.

Today is February 1, so it is perfect for a New Beginning....though any day is a good time to start fresh!! You just have to tell yourself and convince yourself that NOW is the time to make a change.

So today, once again, lol, I started the 13 day diet with non-starving modifications lol It has to go good, because I have some goals that I need to accomplish!!!

Here we go.....

Sea Ya!!

Do I Dare???

OK, so just because I haven't been walking lately and never run and don't go to the gym is NO excuse not to try! I started walking again for the last two days and I plan on continuing walking on a daily basis, I have 3 complete months to get ready for this!!! I will be calling them today, to see if there is a time limit. If there is none, then nothing can stop me. If there is, then I may be screwed and I will be pissed. Let's see what happens.

Though I did start the walking again, the eating hasn't been too good. I MUST reach goal by my birthday, because I want to get the dress for the wedding and be ready for all the parties. I MUST be back under 150 before the Baby Shower.

When I started walking again, the feeling of freedom and health felt so good. If you haven't felt this, I really suggest that you begin taking walks before or after dinner, it definitely feels good.

I am trying to get my act together....NO.....I AM GETTING MY ACT TOGETHER!!!

Sea ya!

I need more of it!

I need more time. 24 hours is just not enough.
work - 8 hours
drive - 2 hours
sleep - 7 hours
lunch - 1 hour
cook dinner and eat - 1 hour
shower and shower my mom - 1 hour, 30 minutes
dogs dinner and playtime - 30 minutes
miscellaneous house and backyard - 1 hour
exercise - 1 hour
prepare next day lunch - 30 min

That is 23.5 hours already and I was being kind on miscellaneous house, because I NEVER stop in the house. Also, I didn't include grocery shopping and hundreds of other things that I usually do. It is no wonder that I have no time lol

Oh well, this is something that I cannot change, so I better continue to learn to live with what I have and do the best I can.

I have been doing good on the diet and I am looking forward to the weekend so that I can do a little more exercise!

Sea ya!!

Weigh In and Weekend Update

Today's Numbers:

Starting Weight: 170 lbs

Last Weigh In: 158.5 lbs

Today's Weigh In: 154 lbs

Weight Loss This Week: 4.5 lbs

Total Weight Loss: 16 lbs

Goal Weight: 135 lbs

Sorry I didn't post on Monday, but I was really busy at work and I had doctor's appointments on Friday.

As you can see, I am back on track. I have been doing well and enjoying all my meals. I would love to be at 149 by next Monday...let's see!! Gotta fight for it!

I really cannot stand to get home to almost darkness. I am so looking forward to the time change in March!! I can accomplish so much more when the sun is out!!

Hunger is building, so it's time for lunch.

Sea ya!!